Little ditty from Daddy

I would give to you all of me
If I knew that that is where
You would want to be
Underneath my clutter and muttered mind
Littered with riddles and thoughts unkind
A song I would sing for you to hear
A mismanaged tune for you to bare
Unsettled and dismantled at the time of its inception
Conceptual wreck of a tattered mess
It's eventual deception leads to regret at best
Uninhibited I guess...as I regress
Back to a time where I digressed

A lesson among the worms

Amongst the throngs of shallow hearts
You hear....
You fear...
The worst...of course you do
Upon noticing the world as it is
You steal....appeal....deal
With reality on its terms
For its lessons are what brings you to today
Just another way
Of beginning your day with the passion
You so richly exude
The sum of you....of your ravenous ways
Plays but a small part in the cognitive indictments
Excitement....alright then....let it go
Slow...slowly....you lowly little creature
For the worms are already getting hungry

Limitation

A thought...running rampant

Uncontrolled and erotically periodic

Procreating in the subconscious

Giving life to action

Satisfaction...satiation...initiation

For your hallucinogenic dreams

Fruition...private reality...coming forward

Into your every day movement....

Your gods...your pathologically challenged ideals

Cannot save you from your own thoughts

Your language but a limitation...

Limiting the way you see the world...

Concrete and inherently reliant upon your mind

Does life exist

Without boundaries...and constraints

Freedom cannot bring forth clarity...

Its harmonious opposition is the foundation

For the laughter that you seek

For the gentle breeze that passes through you

To soothe you....lose you to the moments

The tic tocking....click clocking...mocking

Undertones of your jabs...

You stab away at the veil of your luster

You muster up the courage to say nothing in silence

While the utterings and mutterings of smatter

Splatter across the very structure you wish to destroy

Your loyalty...exhausted.

Less of me (short)

Oh how I wondered 

How it would come to be

That the world would be able

To get rid of me....

Just a Quick Question

Where's the movement....the moment

The moments...none

Reality craving...

Fifteen minutes of fame raving

Lunatics....punitive pundits

Abundant...lost...literally

Killing me....figuratively

Where's the movement?

Musings...Amusing

If this is where you came
For visions of rainbows and butterflies
Wrong place...wrong space
Today's about in your face
Straight...laced with my proverbial mace
I lay to waste...to rest...this test
This life...this gift?
I'll bite....
Show me...slow me down
It's perspective....reflective projections
My state...mental...influential
Subjective...what's your take?
Where is your stake in my words...
My visions....oblivious to yours
So why would you care
How could you dare to speak
To sneak a peek into what you cannot comprehend
I'll lend you my ear if I can have your penance
Your repentance...I'll take on your sentence
Your crimes....your rhythmic rhymes
Your lines after lines...
Will you sit through mine?

Unsettled

It's quiet...I'm quiet...too quiet
What is this?
Sadness? I don't buy it
Remote describes me best
Again restless, mindless unrest
Just quiet I guess
Is it simple like that?
No explanations...no fornication of metaphors
Or phallic reasoning just teasing me
What is this I feel?
This thing I can't contest?
This mindless unrest

A day...A way!

A green bottle...famously labeled
Half empty...half full...whatever
Unclever endeavor I am undertaking
Escaping...beginning my withdrawal
My shaking...painstaking...neuro abrasions
Persuasion....persuading myself
Deconstructing myself
Obstructing....obstruction...reluctant abundance
Of internal wealth...no help
Resistant...persistent little thought
Like a viral affliction....Addiction.

Straight Late Night

My mess...a mess...distress...fucking SOS

Skewed and rude....

My slanted little view

On life and wisdom and all that is you

Fuck you! yes you....and you too

My mind...unrested...restless

Reliant on head meds 

My world...my creation...my Kerouwhacky inspiration

Is just a dream...unseen and unspoken

Broken....just a token of my youth

My life is congruent not affluent

My doing.

Illustrious illusions...confusion
A wall of concrete thinking
A veil...a forced idea...a monotonous theme
Tearing at your very core
A struggle....a fight
A way of breaking free
Inherently you exist only in your own world
Not mine...nor me to you
Empty...oh tempting it is
To dispute...refute that what you see is what you see

Discontent

Societal dissidence and political inferences

Proliferating throughout times of unrest

Untested at best...molested and detested

Uneducated I guess

Chaos....chaotic...somewhat hypnotic

The illusions that pass for facts

The irresponsible journalistic cystic inoculation

The separation of information from entertainment

No longer exists...

All just a blur...a blip...a YouTube clip

The numbing I mean dumbing down 

Of our lol-ing and ifarting foundation

Our damn nation.