Little ditty from Daddy

I would give to you all of me
If I knew that that is where
You would want to be
Underneath my clutter and muttered mind
Littered with riddles and thoughts unkind
A song I would sing for you to hear
A mismanaged tune for you to bare
Unsettled and dismantled at the time of its inception
Conceptual wreck of a tattered mess
It's eventual deception leads to regret at best
Uninhibited I guess...as I regress
Back to a time where I digressed

A lesson among the worms

Amongst the throngs of shallow hearts
You hear....
You fear...
The worst...of course you do
Upon noticing the world as it is
You steal....appeal....deal
With reality on its terms
For its lessons are what brings you to today
Just another way
Of beginning your day with the passion
You so richly exude
The sum of you....of your ravenous ways
Plays but a small part in the cognitive indictments
Excitement....alright then....let it go
Slow...slowly....you lowly little creature
For the worms are already getting hungry

Limitation

A thought...running rampant

Uncontrolled and erotically periodic

Procreating in the subconscious

Giving life to action

Satisfaction...satiation...initiation

For your hallucinogenic dreams

Fruition...private reality...coming forward

Into your every day movement....

Your gods...your pathologically challenged ideals

Cannot save you from your own thoughts

Your language but a limitation...

Limiting the way you see the world...

Concrete and inherently reliant upon your mind

Does life exist

Without boundaries...and constraints

Freedom cannot bring forth clarity...

Its harmonious opposition is the foundation

For the laughter that you seek

For the gentle breeze that passes through you

To soothe you....lose you to the moments

The tic tocking....click clocking...mocking

Undertones of your jabs...

You stab away at the veil of your luster

You muster up the courage to say nothing in silence

While the utterings and mutterings of smatter

Splatter across the very structure you wish to destroy

Your loyalty...exhausted.

Less of me (short)

Oh how I wondered 

How it would come to be

That the world would be able

To get rid of me....

Just a Quick Question

Where's the movement....the moment

The moments...none

Reality craving...

Fifteen minutes of fame raving

Lunatics....punitive pundits

Abundant...lost...literally

Killing me....figuratively

Where's the movement?

Musings...Amusing

If this is where you came
For visions of rainbows and butterflies
Wrong place...wrong space
Today's about in your face
Straight...laced with my proverbial mace
I lay to waste...to rest...this test
This life...this gift?
I'll bite....
Show me...slow me down
It's perspective....reflective projections
My state...mental...influential
Subjective...what's your take?
Where is your stake in my words...
My visions....oblivious to yours
So why would you care
How could you dare to speak
To sneak a peek into what you cannot comprehend
I'll lend you my ear if I can have your penance
Your repentance...I'll take on your sentence
Your crimes....your rhythmic rhymes
Your lines after lines...
Will you sit through mine?

Unsettled

It's quiet...I'm quiet...too quiet
What is this?
Sadness? I don't buy it
Remote describes me best
Again restless, mindless unrest
Just quiet I guess
Is it simple like that?
No explanations...no fornication of metaphors
Or phallic reasoning just teasing me
What is this I feel?
This thing I can't contest?
This mindless unrest

A day...A way!

A green bottle...famously labeled
Half empty...half full...whatever
Unclever endeavor I am undertaking
Escaping...beginning my withdrawal
My shaking...painstaking...neuro abrasions
Persuasion....persuading myself
Deconstructing myself
Obstructing....obstruction...reluctant abundance
Of internal wealth...no help
Resistant...persistent little thought
Like a viral affliction....Addiction.

Straight Late Night

My mess...a mess...distress...fucking SOS

Skewed and rude....

My slanted little view

On life and wisdom and all that is you

Fuck you! yes you....and you too

My mind...unrested...restless

Reliant on head meds 

My world...my creation...my Kerouwhacky inspiration

Is just a dream...unseen and unspoken

Broken....just a token of my youth

My life is congruent not affluent

My doing.

Illustrious illusions...confusion
A wall of concrete thinking
A veil...a forced idea...a monotonous theme
Tearing at your very core
A struggle....a fight
A way of breaking free
Inherently you exist only in your own world
Not mine...nor me to you
Empty...oh tempting it is
To dispute...refute that what you see is what you see

Discontent

Societal dissidence and political inferences

Proliferating throughout times of unrest

Untested at best...molested and detested

Uneducated I guess

Chaos....chaotic...somewhat hypnotic

The illusions that pass for facts

The irresponsible journalistic cystic inoculation

The separation of information from entertainment

No longer exists...

All just a blur...a blip...a YouTube clip

The numbing I mean dumbing down 

Of our lol-ing and ifarting foundation

Our damn nation.

My Sonnet (A work in Progress)

Ominously asleep and untapped

Trapped inside this structure of enslavement

Engagement between masses and mass producers

Seducers...targeting....mass marketing

Embarking on their mission...until submission

Outwardly objectifying....obssesively implying

What it is that you need...you want.

Manipulated by your unwillingness

Your desires...outwardly seeking...peeking for answers

The stench of it all...the rise...the fall

All for the dichotomous existence of your own happiness

Greed...the seed...the "American Dream"

Clean...so it may seem

Pushed and pulled....preyed upon

Invested against....pressed against

Blanketed by the ideals of capitalistic gains

The remains of Roman methodology

Psychology...psychological warfare

A love affair

Ominously asleep and untapped

The answer trapped inside 

Wrapped and tied to your own flesh

Resting...residing behind the veil of your own creations

Varying variations of the same summations

The solution but just a look inside.

Riddles

Unseen...obscene gestural...menstrual sensual distrust

Confusing as it may seem just another dream it is deemed

Upon a time once...there was twice I heard a patter

No pitter for that matter

Just a play....on words...on the senses

Sentences of all kinds...all minds

Trapped...wrapped in bubbles

Doubles....talking...stalking...walking among us

Abundant....redundant...like always

Always the same...tame and insane

Mundane like droplets of pain.

Who's Love?

Why does it always start with a gentle touch
A light blush
Flushed....crushed...a crush
Lust or lasting
Everlasting? Love?
Where does it reside?
For there is no locatable accumulation of the by product
A twist...a tryst?
Missed again for the sake of missing
Dismissing it all as just another moment
Another stutter in the microcosmic sense of what is and isn't

Political Submissive

Obsessive...perplexing in it's ways

Governmental mentality....fatality of man

Corrupting abruptly....subtly 

Cynical whimsical little jokesters

With their policies....

Fallacies

Abnormalities

Ripping and raping

Faking and Forsaking our future

Who's to blame?

Ramblings

Modern Day Madness

Silly little diddy...pity really...that we are what we are....weak...fearing little creatures...starring in our own little features.

Medicated... mediated...meditative...passively passing....regressed and obsessed...obsessively possessing the gift to valiantly validated I

Falling...fallen...frozen in the lust of it all...addicted to the crypted little keepsakes...driven by the memories...the moments shared

extravagance/blushing against the pale uneasiness of our time/theres a moment that echoes/that bellows within the dichotomy of our existence

There's a lust for words that cannot be described with the primitave way in which we communicate...

Pornographic disaster....complacently adjacent to thy own indifference....there is this space....there is that place...that face...disgrace

Corrupted....abruptly seducted....reluctantly disgusted by the so called divine...in my mind I see...blind within me...what can it be?

Pale against the colorful chaos that surrounds us all is the bliss that we strive for. Our existence but a shadow of our connected lives.

I rip through you...gripping you...raping you...satiating you...I escape through you...I feel safe with you...undying place of hate for you.

 disappear in you...within you..I exist in small fragments...exaggerated...to the point of despair..I cannot not compare..

 dare utter the words..the givings up...the living up to you...bringing up to you the shortcomings of our world...better unfettered...

 wonder how your day is...amidst the echoing of the masses....I can hear but the silence of our commitment through the delicate tappings.

Upward..the light sparkles under a canopy of disillusioned little piggies..blessed and pressed against the desire of each passing moment.

not broken but sulken...battered not bruised..laughter upwards towards my muse...civilized sanctum...arranged anway out..my payout? Freedom

Dispute...dissolved desperate diatribes...dichotomous dictator distantly dismantling the masses. Dangerously disecting his flock. his stock

I am mine..me I will be....I do see...for but a moment...it shall last...until I pass...until I'm missed...blissed...kissed by the darkness

I'm remorseful in my inability to communicate....watching not stopping the breakdown of a man...complacent...adjacent to the deconstruction

The drops dripping slipping down the visceral...dismal hour....sour sounds reverberate and penetrate....no time...no rhyme to soothe...t ...

World of manics...panic...change the one to change the whole...microcosmic abolishment....astonishment...freedom is sacrificed with fear.

Religiously vicious....suspicious of non malicious ways....trends tend to be better...unfettered....blinded by faith...empowered by race.

Lavendar scented blossom kisses...near misses and the Mrs....too many moments to share...too many darlings to dare...impair...unfair.

Somewhere...delivered upon the earth was a shadow...a dream...unclean and unkept...fathered by sincere fear...a myth...bliss!

I dare you to judge...to budge me from my baggage...remove me from my path...the wrath...lay waste..I taste your stench...

Desire...I'm mired in the languistic, sadistic, state....or is it fate I'm in....within...my very own world of sin...let in...let out!

Inane....insane..mundane in my disdain...contempt for th inept...I wept..I weep...I creep....through your life

Ominous...obvious...obviously obsessing...regressing back into old ways..old days...

Unearthed from the jowls of the hated...berated...ehxasterbated...pity really...found within the horror of it all...a great fall

Eyes...cursed...immersed in the darkness of the corner of thy heart...underneath...burried...merried little corner of thy heart.

Lost...absently obsessed...less than what the world expects..suspects..suspect is our connection...detection....detest!

Nameless

Dirty little sinister sister

Upon her minister misters

Habitually cohabiting 

Among the savaging savages

Her dialect is direct

Yet her smile does neglect 

And all the while

Amongst all the style 

There she stands shameless....nameless

Unclean

Sedate me, satiate me, inundate me
With your religious "hate me"
Your circumsistic addictions
Your charismatic dissatisfaction
The fraction of you....your distaste
Disgusted and untrusted
Ingenious innuendos, forbidden
Forgotten!