Ramblings

Modern Day Madness

Silly little diddy...pity really...that we are what we are....weak...fearing little creatures...starring in our own little features.

Medicated... mediated...meditative...passively passing....regressed and obsessed...obsessively possessing the gift to valiantly validated I

Falling...fallen...frozen in the lust of it all...addicted to the crypted little keepsakes...driven by the memories...the moments shared

extravagance/blushing against the pale uneasiness of our time/theres a moment that echoes/that bellows within the dichotomy of our existence

There's a lust for words that cannot be described with the primitave way in which we communicate...

Pornographic disaster....complacently adjacent to thy own indifference....there is this space....there is that place...that face...disgrace

Corrupted....abruptly seducted....reluctantly disgusted by the so called divine...in my mind I see...blind within me...what can it be?

Pale against the colorful chaos that surrounds us all is the bliss that we strive for. Our existence but a shadow of our connected lives.

I rip through you...gripping you...raping you...satiating you...I escape through you...I feel safe with you...undying place of hate for you.

 disappear in you...within you..I exist in small fragments...exaggerated...to the point of despair..I cannot not compare..

 dare utter the words..the givings up...the living up to you...bringing up to you the shortcomings of our world...better unfettered...

 wonder how your day is...amidst the echoing of the masses....I can hear but the silence of our commitment through the delicate tappings.

Upward..the light sparkles under a canopy of disillusioned little piggies..blessed and pressed against the desire of each passing moment.

not broken but sulken...battered not bruised..laughter upwards towards my muse...civilized sanctum...arranged anway out..my payout? Freedom

Dispute...dissolved desperate diatribes...dichotomous dictator distantly dismantling the masses. Dangerously disecting his flock. his stock

I am mine..me I will be....I do see...for but a moment...it shall last...until I pass...until I'm missed...blissed...kissed by the darkness

I'm remorseful in my inability to communicate....watching not stopping the breakdown of a man...complacent...adjacent to the deconstruction

The drops dripping slipping down the visceral...dismal hour....sour sounds reverberate and penetrate....no time...no rhyme to soothe...t ...

World of manics...panic...change the one to change the whole...microcosmic abolishment....astonishment...freedom is sacrificed with fear.

Religiously vicious....suspicious of non malicious ways....trends tend to be better...unfettered....blinded by faith...empowered by race.

Lavendar scented blossom kisses...near misses and the Mrs....too many moments to share...too many darlings to dare...impair...unfair.

Somewhere...delivered upon the earth was a shadow...a dream...unclean and unkept...fathered by sincere fear...a myth...bliss!

I dare you to judge...to budge me from my baggage...remove me from my path...the wrath...lay waste..I taste your stench...

Desire...I'm mired in the languistic, sadistic, state....or is it fate I'm in....within...my very own world of sin...let in...let out!

Inane....insane..mundane in my disdain...contempt for th inept...I wept..I weep...I creep....through your life

Ominous...obvious...obviously obsessing...regressing back into old ways..old days...

Unearthed from the jowls of the hated...berated...ehxasterbated...pity really...found within the horror of it all...a great fall

Eyes...cursed...immersed in the darkness of the corner of thy heart...underneath...burried...merried little corner of thy heart.

Lost...absently obsessed...less than what the world expects..suspects..suspect is our connection...detection....detest!